666

-maybe making me the Anti-Christ

-willing my sex to alter to look

-male on the outside. But with a vagina and breasts

-like not one sex, not the other, but a third

-like my signature with three loops coming under the line

-666 as in six six six or sex sex sex

-666 like 666 Chapters of the Bible

-and 66 Universes or stages of my miracles

-666 like for most Universe. There are three in the set at a time

-666 like I might be the 6 Revelations figures

-666 as in the plant's shape that provides my miracles

-666 as in Bop Bup Bup that I repeated and made my miracles powerful

-666 the all black figure of a man coming in through my bedroom wall in the dark in 1990. With a silent black electric chainsaw. The chains going around like 666. I used to think it might have been a botched alien manhood test. I tried to will to alter my sex to be the Anti-Christ and get my miracles up a year ago. Maybe that night with the chainsaw has set this up without me needing to risk doing it